I want to revisit my past and apologize to all of those that I hurt.
I just haven’t found the words to say.
I’m in a process of going through the list of hearts broken due to Courtney and trying to mend the spaces I cause.
I don’t want to be the reason someone refuses to love again.
I don’t want to be the reason why trust can never be complete in a relationship.
The past is the past, but sometimes acknowledging what was done and trying to ease the past is the biggest different.
My apologies may mean nothing but as long as I know I attempted I can be content with that.
Lets see how far I go.
The past is a nice place to visit, but I would never wanna live there.